@ zonedin, I seem to be either trapped in the recent past or concerned about the not very distant at all future, which seems more real than now which i have almost given up on. I will say that my temporal concerns for my future only extend out about 1 minute at this point as far as true concern goes. There were mysteries for me and they were intriguing,I hope i get to the place of caring about solving them or investigating them again someday. For me questions dont have marks after them and evryhing else does.... mystery is everywhere:)
I do like to wonder...but I can easily say I can see my past, I can see my now, but I cannot see my future. Really, it's as if there is none. I can barely plan out a day, I just see too many variables. I am bumbling through my life moment by moment. I'm just lucky things turn out halfway good.
since for me time moves forward. i have tried to sip my past like an expensive wine but it only seems to become more distant for me now has become but a glimpse into a path towards tomorrows
i joined a gym today and am going to see a personal trainer tomorrow to map out my stratgy to get my physical body back into shape. i am healthy again ...thank the gods. Right now im 6'3" 182 lbs my goal for the end of next spring is 205 lbs i have no interest in becoming a body builder but i have found that i can funtion best and feel comfortable knowing i have some strength...they say if you dont ovdr due it that its good for you too. :)
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he whispers incantations
into breathless air
where no one can hear him
beneath a tree
beneath me
he sighs
and i wonder if he knows
what i know
i wonder if he ever will
Why am I here in this space and time?
@chelsea, thank you.I liked reading that.
@ zonedin, I seem to be either trapped in the recent past or concerned about the not very distant at all future, which seems more real than now which i have almost given up on. I will say that my temporal concerns for my future only extend out about 1 minute at this point as far as true concern goes. There were mysteries for me and they were intriguing,I hope i get to the place of caring about solving them or investigating them again someday. For me questions dont have marks after them and evryhing else does.... mystery is everywhere:)
I do like to wonder...but I can easily say I can see my past, I can see my now, but I cannot see my future. Really, it's as if there is none. I can barely plan out a day, I just see too many variables. I am bumbling through my life moment by moment. I'm just lucky things turn out halfway good.
since for me time moves forward. i have tried to sip my past like an expensive wine but it only seems to become more distant
for me now has become but a glimpse into a path
towards tomorrows
i joined a gym today and am going to see a personal trainer tomorrow to map out my stratgy to get my physical body back into shape.
i am healthy again ...thank the gods.
Right now im 6'3" 182 lbs
my goal for the end of next spring is 205 lbs
i have no interest in becoming a body builder
but i have found that i can funtion best and feel comfortable knowing i have some strength...they say if you dont ovdr due it that its good for you too. :)
and you were trying to discover the me in me..
@rajat, that is a very interesting way to look at it. Thanks :)
Indeed, for it is where the answers live - and how we reach into the universe. :) Beautiful blog you have here.
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