Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Of world, part, end and start

we listen to each other learning

that what we need to know most
no one can tell us but ourselves

8 comments:

Chelsea said...

he whispers incantations
into breathless air
where no one can hear him
beneath a tree
beneath me
he sighs
and i wonder if he knows
what i know

i wonder if he ever will

zonedin said...

Why am I here in this space and time?

rivercat said...

@chelsea, thank you.I liked reading that.

@ zonedin, I seem to be either trapped in the recent past or concerned about the not very distant at all future, which seems more real than now which i have almost given up on. I will say that my temporal concerns for my future only extend out about 1 minute at this point as far as true concern goes. There were mysteries for me and they were intriguing,I hope i get to the place of caring about solving them or investigating them again someday. For me questions dont have marks after them and evryhing else does.... mystery is everywhere:)

zonedin said...

I do like to wonder...but I can easily say I can see my past, I can see my now, but I cannot see my future. Really, it's as if there is none. I can barely plan out a day, I just see too many variables. I am bumbling through my life moment by moment. I'm just lucky things turn out halfway good.

rivercat said...

since for me time moves forward. i have tried to sip my past like an expensive wine but it only seems to become more distant
for me now has become but a glimpse into a path
towards tomorrows

i joined a gym today and am going to see a personal trainer tomorrow to map out my stratgy to get my physical body back into shape.
i am healthy again ...thank the gods.
Right now im 6'3" 182 lbs
my goal for the end of next spring is 205 lbs
i have no interest in becoming a body builder
but i have found that i can funtion best and feel comfortable knowing i have some strength...they say if you dont ovdr due it that its good for you too. :)

Rajat said...

and you were trying to discover the me in me..

rivercat said...

@rajat, that is a very interesting way to look at it. Thanks :)

Ana Goncalves said...

Indeed, for it is where the answers live - and how we reach into the universe. :) Beautiful blog you have here.