it happens
for all sorts of reasons
the pictures are too big
for the screen so we
focus on parts and make
assumptions
thinking you're not good enough
inside
every other second
and outside in between seconds
thinking about acceptance
and putting up with
and how different they are
about putting off
what really isn't important
or what is and why you're
still unsure about which is
reasoning or rationalizing
finding the strength
glued into bed
picking up the pace and realizing you did it
you jumped up out of the basement window
again
realizing that feeling uncomfortable can also mean
you've accomplished something
personal
hard to do
you let the dog out.
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