tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6942048085556133313.post9135854665617509291..comments2023-12-17T08:44:19.553-05:00Comments on Crying With A Sense Of Human: the dry quality of lightrivercathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13266676584816215256noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6942048085556133313.post-70568725127703849202012-09-09T00:11:54.118-04:002012-09-09T00:11:54.118-04:00As for what would drive me to suicide..I think the...As for what would drive me to suicide..I think the only thing that could do that is if I felt like a prisoner and no way out. Because if I just found myself alone, that would not bother me. I love my own company:~)zonedinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00724115674900988646noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6942048085556133313.post-57111975482420230622012-09-09T00:09:18.946-04:002012-09-09T00:09:18.946-04:00That's a good way to describe it. I was told b...That's a good way to describe it. I was told by my college English professor that every once in a while you might get lucky enough to feel euphoric as if everything is right with the world, but if you are lucky enough to ever feel that then embrace it quickly because it will not last long. I didn't get it at 24, but I do now.zonedinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00724115674900988646noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6942048085556133313.post-73313862275961059452012-09-08T09:07:43.156-04:002012-09-08T09:07:43.156-04:00i expect everything to be horrible, depressing, an...i expect everything to be horrible, depressing, and all things short of making me kill myself. I don't know what would make me do that thankfully. <br />my dad used to tell me feeling are like the stock market, they always are changing and sometimes crash but over the long term reach all time highs again and again.<br />rivercathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13266676584816215256noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6942048085556133313.post-20539305116559162752012-09-08T01:34:40.899-04:002012-09-08T01:34:40.899-04:00I've heard of that strategy. Is that working f...I've heard of that strategy. Is that working for you? I try to not expect wonderfulness out of anything, I just wish I'd be surprised more often. This week has been really horrible, though I've made some other peoples' lives easier.<br />Something has got to change soon. zonedinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00724115674900988646noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6942048085556133313.post-14288374219987128582012-09-07T14:48:49.851-04:002012-09-07T14:48:49.851-04:00love this, especially the last stanza...love this, especially the last stanza...Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04219809629133192334noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6942048085556133313.post-63632965542282421072012-09-07T07:28:09.664-04:002012-09-07T07:28:09.664-04:00i keep my expectations low, so when good things ha...i keep my expectations low, so when good things happen im pleasantly surprised. Everybody is different and all life philosophies are valid, even "crazy" or "bad" ones imo. <br />thanks for commenting :)rivercathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13266676584816215256noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6942048085556133313.post-40461359445497883682012-09-07T00:30:28.612-04:002012-09-07T00:30:28.612-04:00I used to think life was going to be so wonderful,...I used to think life was going to be so wonderful, but here it is in the last act and I can't say that much of it has been wonderful....just maybe a glimpse of fleeting moments that sped up my heart and gave it a tingle. I'm really disillusioned by it all.zonedinhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00724115674900988646noreply@blogger.com