Tuesday, September 22, 2015

What am I?

I took away the mountain top to give me a feeling I was tall
I also dug a deep hole that I always stare into.
Sometimes, usually around noon, I can see the bottom way down below
and it makes me feel tall and that makes me happy.

However, at night even though I sleep standing up,
I dream the mountain is even taller than before
and when I wake up in a sweat and run to the hole
it's too dark to see.


Tuesday, September 15, 2015

9/15/17 7:00 AM

many strange streams flow
through the landscape of the mind
some with less color less contrast
breeze less
to my body thoughts

of snails and claws
and the parts of me
that pay the tolls

others with a left behind lonely ruin
feel of someone who never learned to ask for anything
the rest filled with mountains
and air curved wakes
or when I become pregnant and give birth to a monster


Saturday, September 5, 2015

to the tune of background radiation

i sat in front of
my brain
turned it on
and all i got was


contemplation of potential suffering

it's the waiting
it is the waiting
waiting in the context of

and the (seemingly) only two ways to escape all that
I've forgotten

I know how hard it can be when you're not suffering enough


Friday, September 4, 2015


can't wait till exorcist 3D comes out to get showered in vommit
sounds cool an no clean up best part
I need a good splattering
cant wait for 3D pea soup to catch in mouth and rub into my tummy yummy
too bad not for real though but close enough yeah I guess