Saturday, January 5, 2013

and too how and and why are


like our
myths or
at the tip of the throat
glimpses

resting on life
like an urge to taste
or being the pale shadow
on the edge of moving light

just as something as nothing

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Whatever said...

Survivors Guilt
Not quite drowning
heavy fishes
turning in my guts
Bored with clean living
catching in my throat
deciding who and
how
to love
the light I see everywhere
tinged with the taste of salt.

zonedin said...

My condolences to you dear Rob. I hope you are beginning to feel the peace that your mom now has with her eternal home. I'm sorry because it sounded like really hard at the end. I am thinking of you and wish to send love and hugs your way.
Sincerely,
Yvonne

rivercat said...

thanks zoned, yes it left some sad memories that are disturbing but my mom was unbelievably cool so that helps.
im very sad but must travel and try to survive this nexr phase in ny with big family and tons of people etc
feel horrible sorry to say im a whimp and loner unable to cope with all the formalities but will hopefullt survive to return to my shell down in florida somehow

rob

zonedin said...

The way I made it through my mom's final affairs is finding anything and everything I could to honor her life. I transformed the dining room into a shrine of all her acheivements and best pictures. Put up a tapestry so visitors could pin up their favorite memories of her...then I served the food in that room. I made a picture show and planned to tell her story at the memorial..Lots of things like that really kept me so busy and focused on making it so nice and it felt good to do. I know of course you are so talented and creative.. you may want to focus on something you can do to honor her that you can share at the public memorial or just out where everybody can see it. For my grandma, I sang a solo which took a lot of energy and courage that I would not have had if it wasn't for the fact I wanted to do something incredibly special to memorialize her. I am not a solo singer;~/ But it turned out really nice and my daughter joined me in the song at the last couple days of planning.
Hugs to you and I hope all that extended family doesn't get too overwhelming. I was glad to be an only child actually. Made all the decisions easy.

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Whatever said...

Sorry for your loss rivercat. xo

rivercat said...

thanks whatever. I probably wont be writing anytime soon here if ever but I do get comfort from your words.
x

zonedin said...

Dear Rivercat,
I would be sad to not ever read your words again...but I know it takes time and inspiration to feel up to it. I hope if you do get inspired to share your lovely words in a different location, that you will let us know. I would read everything and give you my thoughts. I know that I have many ideas of things I want to do, but so little time alone to create any of it. I love my time alone.

Blessings and peace sent your way.
<3

rivercat said...

thanks zoned <3

zonedin said...

My pleasure! I will keep poking at you here if it makes any difference to you. Can you feel spring springing yet? The blossoms are going crazy here in California! I can't wait till summer, but I love the road to summer!;-)

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