Thursday, July 21, 2011

And In this Uncertainty I Love You

And In that uncertainty
the weight of your
words has followed

as I stand inside
this living fire
with the cool shade
from tall trees all
around me

The laugh of eternity
as we realized
we could look beyond
its expiration and
the feeling of
bliss being near you

Yes time keeps running
but not fast enough
to keep this paradise
away


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13 comments:

zonedin said...

I can see that I have missed so much here. I can't wait to read your words, but as usual I am being pulled in another direction. I can't get enough of "my" time and i love your words;~) I'll respond soon as I can.

rivercat said...

hi zoned, nice of you to stop by. all i have to worry about is a couple more weddings this year that are annoying me. Im going to jensen beach fl for a few days so that should be fun. i took some time off to practice guitar and ended up writng mostly!
it made me wonder how long i can keep this up. i may be running out of steam. thanks for the kind words :)

rivercat said...

ps- its the plane traveling i dont like. the short spurts where you are in thee airports too much relative to the visit times. it just bugs me and airports freak me out...the weddings themselves are ok :)

Angel said...

Seems lonely ? Cheer up , best might be waiting and reserved for you...hang on , in Gods time she may be in your door waiting. Be happy!

July 22, 2011 10:42 AM

zonedin said...

Hello Rivercat! Wow! More weddings! Everybody loves a wedding. They keep our romantic hopes alive I think, maybe, at least maybe for some people. But anyway, I can see the frustration of travel and hanging out at the airport so much. I actually love to be in an airport. I used to go with my girlfriend to the San Francisco airport, before they had all the security, and we would sit and people-watch. We dreamed of flying to far away places..but rarely could we afford to get on a plane. Now when I travel and have to transfer and wait at some airport in the middle of my destination, I always hope I will run into someone that I might know.

rivercat said...

i lost it on that last comment, sorry!

anyway, yes pre nine eleven was great. This terror stuff is strange. THat normay thing was really horrible. THere are like 5 types of terrorism to keep up with now but luckily can only think of two.

zonedin said...

Was it the girlfriend part? I had a really great friend who was my roommate when we were 18 and we were like sisters in fact I might have been her sister if her brother hadn't of lost al of my trust in him. (he and I dated for 3 yrs)

Or was it the part about seeing someone I know at the airport. That was an inside my own head thing..because my grandfather was such a worldly man..when he came to visit, we would always run into someone that he knew from some long ago time..especially at airports. He lived and traveled all over the world. I always want that to happen for me.

rivercat said...

no, your comment was great, i was unclear there. i meant i lost it answering the comment i wrote before that one. i meant i just kind of went crazy for no reason at all and stated making no sense.
i dont think its a good thing but it happens!

i think its great to go to the airport just for fun or to like totravel around the world. i would have to be pushed to do it but probaly would enjoy it :)

zonedin said...

Does it help you to know that I would really miss it if you weren't here? It doesn't upset me when you take breaks. We all have stuff to deal with and I am definitely not consistent myself. But that time you closed up really upset me, like a real heavy sadness. I think I reacted to it also. I don't know if you ever knew that. I love to be friends here and I appreciate all your attention to my silly atempts at being creative. I could not even do this without someone like you. I must be a little bit needy. Hope your day is going well and the birds are being kind to your tangerine tree.

rivercat said...

yes, thanks zoned, that is sweet of you to say that :) i remember that wow, that was a crazy time for me.
as for now I dont really feel like deleting my blog, just taking a rest. I may have been posting too much and burned myself out. Your blogs are both interesting and you are very creative. i think its important to have creative outlets but im not sure why that is except to have something to do that is a challenge and enjoyble at the same time. yes, It is nice to have friends online :) the tree is a mess. Ive never seen one shed its bark like that. The birds will have to nest elsewhere now.

zonedin said...

I haven't deleted that smaller one yet..just working on something..can you get in to see it still? My followers are supposed to be able to, but there is only one way into a locked blog..It can be tricky. Let me know if you're having trouble looking in. I am striving to simplify also, so it will be a goal to be at just one. Thank you for your advice. The others will still be available to open as I choose to.

rivercat said...

do you mean the one with the tree or the one with the wild turkey story??
as far as i know you have four blogs.
its hard to get to the letters one and the tree one for me but i have the links somewhere on my old computer.
i just got a new one so I am building links again. Transferring my art and muic is a pain but its nice how fast and clean a new computer is. its funny how each time the hard drive is ten times bigger. i think this one is two terabytes.I honestly doubt I could ever fill it and it sounds like a lot more than i need!

zonedin said...

Good morning Rivercat, It is the wild turkey one I'm talking about. I protected it so I can think better. But I figured the followers can still see it. Just wondered. I didn't think anyone could see the letters one, since noone was following it, but that is good to know, One day I'll go back to that project. The tree one, I can't even remember how to get there. it's been so long. It's not part of here. Anyway, Thanks for your help;~)

That's great to get a new computer! but it does take a lot of time to personalize it again and get all your stuff on it. I sometimes run into glitches that I can't figure out and that causes me to procastinate on projects. Two terabytes souns enormous, but guess time will tell if you can fill it up=))
Enjoy the day!